BOO.

pages ripped out, I don't remember doing that...
apparently this is my first entry in 2 years...

Hahaa YO BABIES. so it's been awhile. im trying to stay away from blogger. the rents were getting a little too suspicious.

but yeah, the nonsense i wrote above is from Eternal Sunshine. Duh. in case yall were wondering.

so anyway, the reason why i resurrected this blog from the dead was to tell everyone what's been going on in my life. it's like no one knows anything about me anymore. haha

so this summer was the most stressful summer EVER. basketball. i'm the only returning starter. We went 23-20 this summer. We only lost like, 6 games last summer. hahaa but whatever. this year has been so far "get bue the ball." it's a lot to have on one's shoulders and everything, but i want to win and i want to help my team, and if this is the only way, so be it.

anyways, we went to SAN DIEGO for my tournament last weekend. my last thing of basketball for the summer. all of these college coaches were there. all these scouts. i was all O.O but then like "whatev" cuz i dont know if i want to play in college.

the first game we won, but i sucked. like, royally. that night my coach was so mad at me. i could see it when i looked at him. it was...not good. here i was supposed to be a leader...but it wasn't even like i did that bad. i still had 15 points and i took a charge. anyway that night we went to the boardwalk amusement park thing, and i got to go on the rides and stuff. it was fun. my team is awesome. not clicky at all. i love it.

well after that, i dunno i sort of came to life. we lost our next 2 games, but came to play that day, it was just no one else did. then in one of our games, our starting point guard julie got injured. so we were all "oh shit." the next day's game plan was literally "okay. bue is going to be the point guard (*insert me shitting my pants here*) we're going to run this play. bue passes it here. bue runs down to the post and posts up. now do it everytime." not even kidding. that first game as point guard I had 25 points but we lost by 20 or so. i was so DEAD tired. and i could hear my coach yelling "suck it up" from the sidelines. haa it made me laugh. i was just like yeah...suck this asshole. haha and that was the game with all the college scouts. great.

so we won the next 2 games, went 3-3 in the tournament, and my coach told my parents he was "proud of me" for having such a good weekend. my parents told me i scored 103 points, averaged 17 a game. O.O haha

whoa.

can't say i'll be posting soon, maybe if yall are lucky...